Deeper into the Abyss

I recently got back from a trip with my partner to see our families.  The entire time was perplexing.  Before the trip, I was thinking of everything I wanted to do with any downtime I’d have while away (this is always slightly ridiculous because seeing family always means there is no downtime) and sorting out what I’d bring with me.  I had been learning more HTML and CSS and initially thought that it would be good to work on my site.  The more I thought about it, the more I realized what a terrible idea that would have been.  I decided not to stress to much about the site and to leave with my tarot deck and ipad to read Alejandro Jodorowsky’s Way of the Tarot.

I chose wisely…

On the flight to California, I began where I left off about a year ago and it was like something clicked.  The system seemed less daunting and the Tarot, for once, made sense.   What’s more interesting is that the entire trip was riddled with talk of the paranormal, astrology, tarot and magic.  It seems like everyone I talked to had something to say about high strangeness.   It felt like I was on course.

I’ve been back for a week now and I’ve kept reading through Jodo’s book and even started daring to pull a daily card again.  This new comprehension coupled with the knowledge I continue to gain in astrology makes me think that there is something moving me along a course — it’s a strange feeling.  I came back to the site today and had an amazingly productive day working out layout things — I was worried I would have lost what I had worked on but it feels like each of these little things is finding its place.